Saturday, January 16, 2021

Of death and rebirth

tink ta tink

tink ta tink

I must draw him away. No matter what happens here, I am not the one who must survive this encounter.

tink ta tink

tink ta tink

If only I can reach my hammer. Moradin may hear and answer my prayer. There it is, I am almost there.

tink ta tink

tink ta tink

There is no pain that can’t be endured as long as one holds true. Now is not the time to sleep. There will be time for rest when they are safe.

FIGHT!!!

tink ta tink

tink ta tink

I cannot rest now. I must keep him distracted. But I am so tired…

tink ta tink

tink ta tink

Just as easily as blowing out a candle the world fades. Yet in the darkness, I do not fear for the sound of the forge still goes on and as long as I can hear the forge, I know that I have done his will.

tink ta tink

tink ta tink

The sound of souls finding their temper. The steady hammering of his hammer as it removes the dross from our lives.

tink ta tink

Tink Ta Tink

I can hear it louder and clearer now. The heat hot and searing but I do not fear it, I welcome the heat as it drives away the injustices I have committed, my laziness, and cowardness.

Tink Ta Tink

Tink Ta Tink

The searing white light begins to fade as I stand upon the anvil of Moradin. I stand there before the All Hammer stoic as I await the final strike of the hammer to test my soul's temper.

Tink Ta Tink

Tink Ta Tink

The hammer lands. Then just as quickly there is a cold that washes over me. I feel everything contract and set.

The quench.  

The final test to see if my metal is true and strong enough to stand for all time in the halls of Valhalla. Will I be found worthy?

There is no more hammering only silence now as I am inspected for the smallest of cracks.

Then the HE speaks, “Calo Grizad though your life was cut short you have spent your days in my service and have shown yourself worthy to enter Valhalla and rest in my labors.”

A path begins to form at my feet. With joy and peace knowing that my life was not spent in vain. I start along my new path to the halls of Valhalla. My pace in time with the hammering of a new soul.

tink ta tink

tink ta tink

With each footfall, the worries and memories of mortal cares are replaced with a greater divine purpose and strength.

tink ta tink

tink ta tink

My foot lifts and suddenly there are two paths. One continues onward, the other… The other almost seems to return. But return where and to who or what?

tink ta tink

tink ta tink

I am hesitant. Why would there be another path? Where does it lead? Why here? Why now?

Tink Ta Tink

Tink Ta Tink

There is an urgency in the hammering now, as though I must choose. But how does one choose the known versus the unknown?

TINK ta tink

TINK ta tink

I strain my eyes peering to see what is further down the path. I see sorrow and pain. Worry and loss. But who are they? A clan? My clan?

TINK TA tink

TINK TA tink

A tabaxi, a high elf, a couple of half-elves, and a dwarf. This is unlike any clan I have seen and yet I KNOW that they are my clan. Then I hear her voice as though spoken directly to my soul “Calo, I hope you come back.”

TINK TA TINK

TINK TA TINK

I must choose. I must choose NOW. My clan needs me and how can I not answer their plea. I know that each of them has sacrificed of themselves to petition Moradin for my return. My foot falls.

tink ta tink

tink ta tink

As the path slowly turns back on itself, I look over to see HIM hammering steady as the mountains. He glances at me and I catch a slight nod and smile as a jackapeasalope sits upon a shelf behind him. I could have sworn that wasn’t there before.

tink ta tink

tink ta tink


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